Ryan was brilliant he was so strong and was there for me through everything even though he had to deal with everything aswel. The funeral was 8 days later, i couln't believe how many people were there to show there respects, Neive was allowed to come home the night before and stayed in her bedroom for the first and last time, me and ryan hardlys left her, she was the most beautiful baby i have ever seen i couldn't believe she was all mine, the clothes we bought her to get dressed in were too small, i couldn't believe it! So we dressed her in a beautiful cream velvet dress, she was absolutly perfect. The day of the funeral was awful, i didn't actually believe it was my baby's funeral i was attending, the service was beautiful and they played special songs me and ryan had chosen, everyone was there to support us, none of these people had ever got the chance to meet Neive but they were all there and just for her. A very special angel in heaven.